I thought you loved me.
You know I do. You know I choke when you glance at me. I can't handle it. I can't handle you and you don't even want me, do you? It's not fair! I've loved you for years. I've waited just as long. Waited for the perfect moment to tell you. I wish I were different. I wish I were brave. I can't even remember you once I'm away. Every memory is gone. Everything is gone but my fucked up love.
Oh, this is him? He looks nice. He looks better, better then me. He's sweet to you, he better be. But me? He looked at my arm and called me jigsaw. Oh, it's funny? She laughed, that makes it okay. As long as she's happy, I'm happy.
He knows. He looks at me when I look at her. Is it that obvious? Oh God. He dared us to kiss. Okay. Okay, this is fine.
She...is sweet. I can't think. Oh no it's happening again. I'm dissociating. I don't wan
We're laughing. She's here! Wait what happened, where are we? On her bed? Oh he's gone. But where did my memories go? That's no fair! Who would do that...what even happened-
"I love you"
@yaynikki It's both. This is my thoughts and feelings during something that happened to me a few days ago. When picking the category that one felt best :^