It burns, oh it burns
it was fun, we had it all
Just had too many
My head isn't clear anymore

Im just so tired
this flame isn't dying
I thought i had an idea of what it was
but im so close

I couod neve tell you
I'm on fire
a mess
It doesn't mean anything

I'm lying
You don't know
I have to let go
but I can't

the chemical in my brain
make me see things that aren't there
it was fun
but it hurts

I'm addicted to it
I'm so tired
It makes me alive
what have i done

oh no

its so much
i want to let it go
but I can't
im a mess

i can't feel
almost like you
You never needed it anyway
its only fake

i just wanted
some peace and time
but i didnt know
couldn't let go

Thought I thought it through
Oh and you knew
you told me how
showed me how

so numb
long gone
fire underneath
I just, can't breathe