I don't wanna die, I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

Every time I cry they all just look at me and say, "suck it up"

I can't stand to see me like this

I don't wanna cry, I just wanna be ok for once.

But every time I close my eyes something else is fucked up.

Sometimes, I just wanna say fuck it and end it all.

Sometimes I just wanna put a bullet in everyone else who makes my life hell.