No real purpose, just felt the need to give y'all something.

All of a sudden
Out of nowhere
I can't function
How is that fair?

I almost deleted this 7 times, that number isn't permanent

If only I wasn't
A false perfectionist
Cut thoughts off when they're buddin
Yet they're flawed when dismissed

I almost deleted this 9 times
That number will increase

Got a song stuck in my head
Every part of me wants to copy
But the big guys'll strike me down
And my attempts aren't even funny.

I almost deleted this 11 times
I'm tired of this

My writing feels dead
Yet y'all read it
Maybe the critics are in my head
But I think y'all just stupid.

I almost deleted this 11 times
I can't say I dislike the last few lines

You all gather
In an astounding manner
Isn't there something you'd rather
It's not even good grammar

I almost deleted this 13 times
My eyes want sleep but my head doesn't

My world blurs here
Borders disappear
Unknown faces around me
Yet I feel no fear

I almost deleted this for what i thought was the last time
Cause my mom showed up partway through and scared the shit outta me.