Hey, it’s been too long guys, I wonder how many of you guys are still here. knowing y’all, you guys are still trying to get more then 15 ppl in a group chat.

You might be asking why I left for so long. The reason for that is complicated but in basic terms I’m dealing with my demons. milen, me, and anyone I am connected to are in a form of mental battle of this man I’ve trusted for too long without checking and it went out of hand.

Dre Calhoun…that god forsaken name can burn and I won’t care…maybe he wants me there, he knows how much I care about milen, he wants to separate me from everything I know and care, he wants to see me fall…but why? Why does he want that? his enjoyment? no, that’s not him. Does he want my friend as a puppet for something more serious then that crap he’s doing, he was more of a chess type thinker.

It doesn’t matter, I don’t care what’s the cost is, I need to save them, I don’t care what happens to me, I need to help them. He’s already got a check, but I need that check mate.

Don’t ever say it’s over if I’m still breathing Dre… I’ll chase you and find out what’s really going on. I’ll find you…the real you.

Why see the legends when you can join them?

They said that I wouldn’t last past my child hood as an autistic kid that struggles with allmost everything. I proved them wrong, i walked on the stars and I can do it again if it means they’d be ok.

Don’t ever say it’s over while I’m still standing Dre, I’m catching on to your atrocities. you tried to fight me, you told me I wouldn’t survive my teens, you told me I wouldn’t have her and your right, I’m past that, she’s more then I ever wanted for just being my best friend, she’s family. you can use all the dirty, underlining tricks and moves on me. I can take it, I’m the shield, but you dare to touch her in any way , I’ll make sure that you’ll regret ever meeting me for the rest of your life.

Don’t ever say it’s over when I’m the last one defending. I have made my path. I’m the shield, and when she chooses her path, she’ll be a sword, ether for me or her own use towards herself. I’d hate to know that your the reson for her death.

Don’t ever say it’s over if I can still hold my shield. Even tho I can’t do it on my own, I’ll at least buy them time to live their own lives with out your crap that I’ve put up for to long Dre.

Don’t ever say it’s over if I’m still breathing
Don’t ever say it’s over if I’m still standing
Don’t ever say it’s over when I’m the last one defending
Done ever say it’s over if I can still hold my shield
Don’t ever say it’s over!

Your games, your fun, your crap will soon be at an end, even after 2 years I’ll take care of my family of friend’s. You allways said I wouldn’t rise, yet here I am…you ready to fight? Start walking.