In my room, all alone
In this godforsaken home
I cant seem to bear
This weight on my chest,
So i don't,
And i waste away instead.

There are piles and piles of clothes on my floor, (on my floor)
The piles and piles i can't bear to look at anymore.(anymore) (2x)

Theres a thick fog,
Covering my mind,
Covering my insides,
Make it stop
Or I might die
It's spreading.
Quietly,
It smothers my mind,
like a dying flame,
it disappears from the eye.

I lie in my bed
I lie in my head,
unable to escape
I've been stuck in here
for so many days
every breath I take here
I hope is my last

There are piles and piles of clothes on my floor, (on my floor)
The piles and piles i can't bear to look at anymore. (anymore) 2x

My skin feels clear as glass
My insides are visible,
like in a bad dream
that wont pass


weee i cant thinj of anymore teehee i'll probably come back to this and add more
teehee this book is good (the next one is crazy backstory fr like wtf how is xie lian ok after that stuff happened 2 him?? like he was such a nice person but then they had 2 traumatize him fr )