Is this what death would feel like? Or is this just the beggining of heaven? Either way, I knew i wouldn't go without a fight.... My breathing slowed, my heart beat decreasing every second, thump.........thump.............thump.
Every second counted now, as i lay across my satin bed sheets i dreamed...
When we we're happy, a small child that only wanted one thing in life, never ending love, but all that ended when my parents were caught in a snow drift, there was a massive pile up, and they were the unlucky ones....
At the age of seven i was put in a foster home with two junkies wanting some extra 'dosh' as they put it....
It was a nightmare come true...
Why me? A few years later i became a goth, but my fake mum didn't like it, so she dyed my hair black and sent me into school.
That was the day i was given a knife.... I groaned in pain, my wrists leaking, and my mind and memory fading, i forgot my fondest memories....
There door knob squeeled, as my 'parents' tried to un lock my door for my well.....my 'punishment'.
I shivered and the yelling started.
"Open this !*#£ing door!" my 'dad' slurred...
"c'mon honey you know you need to take your 'medicine'" my 'mum' cackled.....