Warning
this is about me and self-harm please DO NOT DO DEEZ THINGS IT BAD
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
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In the quiet shadows where I hide,
I feel the weight I bear inside,
A burden born of whispered lies,
That tells me I'm not worth the cries.
The mirror shows an face unknown,
A stranger's eyes, so cold, alone,
I see the flaws, the cracks, the stains,
The endless cycle of my pains.
Worthless, they whisper in my ear,
A constant echo, sharp and clear,
So I take the blade, my silent friend,
To carve the truth I can't defend.
Each cut a message, etched in red,
A testament to words unsaid,
The pain, a brief and bitter balm,
In a world that offers no calm.
I bleed because I can't believe,
That I deserve the air I breathe,
The scars, map the path I've walked,
Of every battle I've fought and lost.
Yet in this darkness, deep and vast,
I dream of breaking free at last,
To find a way to heal the hurt,
To see my worth beyond the dirt.
But for now, the pain remains,
A fleeting break from endless chains,
And though I cut to feel alive,
I hold a hope that I'll survive.
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