Umm.. I just found a paper with some lyrics I wrote a year ago and would like to share it to you guys. It's unfinished but when I had a look at it I felt like, Woww girl what? "I" wrote this?? but.. yeah enjoy my nonsense rapping.

(Btw i'm not into rap songs at all, I'm very choosy when it comes to raps. I only like some k-pop raps in songs, most of them is... meh)

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Everything I do is a waste of time
No one is ever satisfied even though I tried, Cried
Touch the sky, Fly
That's why I fell down to the ground
Thinking all my ups and downs
Thinking all my sins and flaws
Thinking no I'm right, They're wrong
Though I know I'm better gone,

Now all my hope is lost
and all my dreams are gone
I am just a kid
Even though I am 18
Looking like a saint
but it's really all a sin,

I only wanted to serve myself
check the boxes on my bucket list
It's selfish, I know
But I was born alone
meant to die alone
maybe even live alone
baby just drop the megaphone-


*ahem* I was wow... depressed. there's this one song that I wrote and it's halfway done and I have no idea what to do with it so... I'm just gonna write it down here as well

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Lesson Of My Life - by Faiza

I've always wanted to do everything that I could do
I've always wanted to be anything that I could be
But it was all in my imaginations
I couldn't deny that I can't do it
I always thought that It might be possible someday,

But everything I do is not good enough
Being anything I want is just way too much
And I never focus on what's right
I always forget that I-

Was Just a kid
Now I'm 18
Rotting on the floor saying "I'm alright"
Pouring all my tears 'till I'm dried inside.
Singing out loud though the keys ain't right,

No one really cares so f*ck this life

So please, please
Listen to my story cuz' this is the lesson of my life.