Thank you guys so much for wishing me happy birthday!! This is the most people have wished me- uncountable amount of people from my friends here and so many people on discord and many of my family members.
(I have been crying happy tears for hours guys, thank you so much for this it means a lot to me)
Well it was my birthday yesterday!! I am now 20 years old in a 15 year old body. Yes I still act like a child- I stack up laundry in my room, my desk is a mess 24/7, and I still procrastinate and have low income in my job. I now need to pay for the pension in Japan etc etc and god being an adult is difficult af.
BUTT, even with all those flaws of mine, and all those negativity that I can’t get out of my head- all of you guys make me realize that you guys are there for me no matter how hard things get. Yes, I’ve been stressed out about soo many things but no matter how annoying and attention seeking I think I am, you guys have always been there to hear me out and advice me- maybe that’s just me overthinking quite a lot of scenarios, but I really appreciate for you guys for making me to the person who I am today. Every single one of you are special to me.
Okay so I celebrated my birthday on August 11th because my cousin me and my mom have our birthday on the same month. We had a lot of fun; I baked a cake. My cousins, siblings and I baked cookies, and we also decorated the living room. They were a lot of family members who came to visit. We all had a sleepover and then the next day we went to an amusement park and It was amazing (I got wet because some of the rides had water splashes) also if you guys didn’t know I’m a thrill seeker, I LOVE rollercoasters and we even went to a haunted house there and I didn’t even scream once. Then a week later we went to watch a movie in the cinema. (It was the new Jurassic World movie) and it really was once of the best movies I’ve watched in a long time.
That was the best celebration I had in years. Last year I barely celebrated my birthday and by “barely” I mean, my stepmom didn’t wanted me to celebrate my birthday and we literally skipped my birthday and my dad forgot (he doest’t keep track of the dates unless you remind him) BUTT my aunt bought me a cake and my dad too. (Yes my mom was pissed bc she didn’t want me to because of our religion) at least i got a double cake “after” my birthday. But it still hurted knowing she wasn’t going to allow me to celebrate my own birthday or anyone else’s birthday. Now that things have changed (as you all know, thanks to jinx) I don’t need to worry about such things anymore.
And my love Jinx, thank you so much for wishing me happy birthday at midnight. To be honest, you are the first person who said that to me on 12am. All these years it was just me alone, staying up until 12 am and wishing myself happy birthday- but this time it was you with me. It might be a small gesture but it really means a lot to me. I really don’t deserve this much love you give me, I know I’ve said this a million times but I’ll say it a billion times more, until our last breath that I love you so much.
Until my next birthday, I want to change into a much more happier, positive and hardworking person. I want to see myself be successful in this one year. I want to focus a lot on myself because to be honest, I never did tried to find who I truly am which I guess you guys can see my personality change overtime. I wanna know what I really want and who I really want to be and what I really want to do in the future. I’ll do my best for you guys, Love you all so much!!
By @GalacticGam3r37
@NotNotStormie
