i sure do love being a 15 YEAR OLD MINOR GIRL attending a HIGHSCHOOL as someone who HAS TO WAIT A YEAR TO GET A HONEST TO GOODNESS JOB and also likes MAKING VIDEOS AND HAVING HYPERFIXATIONS and also have IRL FRIENDS WHO CARE ABOUT ME AND SEE ME AS A PERSON. I sure love NOT KNOWING PEOPLE WHO HATE ME ON THE INTERNET IN REAL LIFE because those who hate on TEENAGERS WHO DEFINITELY HAVE REDEMPTION ARC AND DO NOT NEED TO BE SEXUALIZED FROM WHAT THEY DID WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER have NO LIFE unlike the MINORS WHO GO TO A HIGHSCHOOL EVERYDAY AND SOCIALIZE AND FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE BUT YOU.

You have to remember that, I may be your #1 priority, but you certainly are not mine. There is more to me than just "girl who did a problematic thing". I may not be human to you, but that's you and those who want you to think that. I however have people who truly care, online and irl. Stalking a minor's against the law and there's nothing you can say to defend yourself for doing so.
I'm still growing, i have about 11 years left before i become a genuine adult. That's quite a long time if i say so myself! Harassment and stalking just further proves that you yourself are willing to sacrifice morals and law just for the sake of pushing a kid to suicide.

I'm done, really. Why should I apologize to people who won't listen to me? Why should I feel guilty for things that have happened to me that was out of my control? Why should I feel guilty for trying to stand my ground? Why should I feel guilty for having flaws that I have been actively working on these past few days? And Why should i cater to a fandom that is actively dying? Why feed the fandom if it does nothing?

I may have been problematic and a weirdo back then, but that's old, obsolete, and futile now! Besides, I didn't even willingly get into it myself in the first place! Your client has multiple victims and a fandom he won't leave, and I still am one of them, the ones he hurt the most.

"Lies" to you are words of caution to me and to the person i tell them to. When I tell them not to interact with you in wary of toxic chemicals, i mean it.
You've dabbled in the soothing waters of Chernobyl, you've inhaled the toxic chemicals, and it had deformed you badly. You cannot, and should not, infect anyone else with the toxicity you bring to the table.
I used to think you were cool, but no.
You're weird. You actively haunt and harass.
If i'm no human, you're less than nothing. You're worth less than a dollar in the negatives. If I don't exist as a person, You don't exist as anything.

Have fun.