Why? She taught me how to fight through things that I didn't want to fight with any longer. How did she teach me? Ever since Hallianne got dignosed with Lukemia my life has never been the same. Each night I go to sleep worrying what if today was her last day, will I wake up to blue adn red lights flashing through my bedroom window, will I wake up to the sound of crying, or will I wake up to find the bed next to me empty.
I remeber e verything me and Hallie went through together. Our 5 monthes in our bilogical parents house, my mom told me the only thing that happened in that house was drugs and violence. So child servieces took us away. Even at 5months we went through something like that. When Hallie was in a coma and I had a very bad concusion. Of corse none of my conditions were worse then hers. Somedays I want to trade lives with her so she can feel what it is like to be healthy agian.
What about the time when that hobo was in our backyard? I have hobo phobia, I didn't think Hallie would even have the guts to ask or even tell him not to take a dump on the rose bushes. Anyways, I try very ahrd not to think about death. When will the time come? I hope not in 5 months. I hope in 80 years the time will come.
Hallianne you are the best sister and Friend I could ever ask for. Please don't leave to quickly. And lets spend this precious time we have together.
I love you Hallianne.
This, this reminds me of me and my little sister. She is only a year younger than me but we're jut like twins. She is the most amazing person I've ever met. I don't know what I'd do without her.