Suffacation.
Exaderation.
What's up with these tears?
The air around me,
Is getting thin.
I can't fight off these fears.
I want to scream,
Hurt,
Lose,
Face the facts.
I want to know if this is real.
Or just a twisted dream.
And lord I hope,
It's just a dream.
Lies.
They just eat me up inside.
The way they feel,
Sound,
Leave your lips like it's nothing.
Like all you say is easy.
But I choke on my own words.
I can't speak,
The way you want me to.
I can't hear it.
I wwant to feel something.
I want to know what's coming.
What's ahead.
And what's insane.
For, I choose my sayings carefully.
Because one word,
Can ruin everything...