death.
it can come at any time.
no matter who you are or what your story is death doesnt care.

8.13.10
i was in the icu at the hospital. now you all know that when your in the icu, thats it. there is really no better care you can get and the icu if mostly for patients that are dying.
i was there because my best friends mom was dying.
2 years ago my best friend brother died from mito.
and now her mom was dying.
i watched her die.
at 8:16pm on 8.13.10
death can happen at any time.

later that night i learned more, that mommie j (thats what i called her) had wished to die.
she had prayed for her dead son to come and take her away. she prayed and prayed.
and god fullfilled her wish.
i watched him do it.
they took her off of her ventailtor and then she maybe lasted only about 7 minutes.
i got to talk to her.(mail me if you want to know what i said)
even tho she was in a coma.
after she passed, i felt it.
everyone did.
she had given up on living.

i love you mommy j.

J.J.L
8.13.10
J.A.W
10.2.08