Yeah that's right another blog about me oh wait... this is the first one.
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You know how a song makes you Nostalgic and you remember something important?
Well Music and stuff like that usually gives me like an animation in my mind something about it I was listening to Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and
Had an image of The stars in the sky all each one Beautiful with it's individuality then it zooms into one of the stars and out of my eye and everyone is there at a cliff with me by my side and there's a tree with animals of all sorts in it. Then there's thunder from nowhere and everyone had abandoned me as soon as the lightning struck. The tree quickly died Everyone fell there was bloodshed and the animals ate one another and in the end all the beauty of the night became my burden to hold The weight of the sky was on my shoulders and all those whom I called my "Friends" had abandoned me and lived they're own lives without a second thought of leaving me there and who gave them life for the day ungrateful for having willingly saved their lives knowing of the risk I was taking.
I don't think we're supposed to figure things out right away. If we aquirred all knowledge quickly like that, we wouldn't enjoy finally finding the answer.
The sad thing is this is true.
I was sitting on the couch in my living room and a music box started playing Twinkle Twinkle little star And I just sat there spacing out seeing this in my eyes. My little brother asked me what I saw. I told him and he asked "Why?" all I could say was "I don't know." I don't think I'll ever figure it out.