Beating faster as you approach, I will not be able to hold myself for much longer.What sparks this longing inside me? Love?nSurely. But it feels so much deeper.
You continue to torment me. Every move is another way you tear at my soul. I know it can never be, but still hopevresists the urge to splutter and die. I guess I'll never learn.
Closer still you come. Can it be? My heart beats faster, breathing becomes difficult, my eyes on only you. The longing is ever growing, the spark becomes an inferno within my being.
Your eyes, seemingly trained on my face, trick my feeble heart. Solid gold, perfect twenty-four karat eyes, search my soul. Can you see? Will you ever know what you stir inside?
I reach for you. You reach for me. Our fingers so close, I hear my heart pounding in my ears. I step forward. My body so close to yours. Warmth emanates from us and hangs in the air like a mist, felt, not seen but with the keenest of eyes.
A smile transforms your already perfect features, the face of ultimate beauty. Possibly?
A musky aroma swims around you. A familiar scent.I close the distance between us. Your arms open just wide enough for me to fit. My hands find purchase on your solid back.
I feel something wet. And sticky. No. No it can't be. Blood. An absurd thought until I look into your face. A grimace of pain. What has happened to you, my love?
I want to back away. Run, even. But I can't. He won't let me go. Tears stream down my face, I could never hold them back. My perfect utopia, ruined.
He loves me just as I love him. More tears. Blood is never a good sign of anything.
I cry because of what now will never be. Never can we love eachother. I cry because of fear. I fear being alone, no one to comfort me. I cry because of anger. The one I will always and forever. The only one I could always and forever love, is leaving me.
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