Poptart,
You will probably never read this, but I miss you to much. We were stupid, crazy to do something so stupid. I hate it, I hate it more tthan anything. Your my best friend. We did some crazy things together. The beach was the best. Swimming 3 miles out, just to set foot on that little island.Then having to be brought back by some guys boat because the swim back was too much. The mini bats we used in case of creepers coming to get us while we walked to get pizza. The pool where we lost 3 people. The night we played music at the park and threw a hammer as far as we could. Then that night. The night I lost you. The cold rain soaking our clothes. Dancing in the streets singing The Doctor Dan Song. The puddles we splashed in. Then the van, the call, the ride home.... its all a blur now. Trying to hold back tears out of fear that I would never get to see you again. Then the game, the game where we met Gabe. Where we laughed and played games with him. The text where he said he loved you. That was the last time I saw you. Over a month ago....
You will always be my best friend. We laughed until we cried, Cried until we laughed Videos we made, adventures we took. The times where everything we did was amazingly fun. I was never afraid of anything when we were goofing off, nothing else seemed to matter.
I will miss you Poptart, I will really miss you....