I should have left my babyboy a message sayin I won't be comin home. I'd rather be alone. He doesn't fully understand me and that I'd rather leave than to cheat. If he gives me some time, I could be the woman that he needs. But now, there's alot of lùst inside of me and we've been together since our younger years. I really don't mean to hurt him but I need some time to be alone. Never did I imagine that you would play a major part in a decision that's so hard. Do I leave? Do I stay? Do I go? I think about my life and what matters to me the most. Boy, the love that we share is real. But, in time, your heart will heal. I'm not sayin I'm gone, but I have to find out what life is like without you. But when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad. Oh, how I feel so sad, now that I wanna leave. He's crying his heart to me "How could you let this be?!?" But I just need time to see... where I wanna be...