Slowly pulling on my hair,
Wishing anyone would truely care,
Feel my heart starting to beat faster,
Just waiting for the pending disaster,
Knowing of deadly attack,
Wishing I could only go back,
But now I'v come far to close,
This is the path I have truely chose,
I hear the engins begin to roar,
How'd I think this was the only cure,
As tears run down my weeping face,
Looseing all of my former grace,
"Stop!" I scream,
This wasent my dream,
Everything comeing up to this,
What on earth did I miss,
How'd I get talked in,
Him with that evil grin,
I was told it'd all be ok,
I'd end in heaven today,
But I know it's a lie,
He just sent me here to die,
Always knowing I'd to go right to hell,
Just a tool in a human shell,
I slam my fist to the wall,
So i suppose this is all,
Dieing coverd in salty tears,
Shaking from all the endless fears,
How was I such a fool?
Why'd I agree to be so cruel,
To end all the helpless lives,
All of it based on his lies,
Now I grip the shakeing chair,
Knowing he'd never even care,
As the plane came to life,
Begining a new age of strife,
Crashing and banging all around,
Screams and burst the only sound,
I feel my self begin to bleed,
How'd I feel all that greed,
Slowly tears drip down my face,
What I'v become is a disgrace,
Nothing but a killing fool,
Heart pounding, so cruel,
Bought with suger coated lies,
Oh that man I despise,
Makeing me end my life,
Filled with screams and wreched strife,
Oh what have I become,
My self I wish to shun,
Now a terrorist I die,
Still wondering why why why.
Ok 1. I use ' hell ' in the way of a place. 2. This is origional about a terrorist in there view that was talked into doing the deed of being part of crashing a plane into a building with people and regreting it more then anything else because they where talked into it with suger coated lies.