every single one i cherish it, every call, and every hug. to me they mean the world, to me i would do anything. i love the hugs because they make me feel loved,wanted, and give me hope. they give me an excuse to get close to you and hold you in my arms. the calls, they let me hear your voice when you arent here, they let me feel special when you remember to call back.
but to you, i feel like none of this means anything to you. like you dont care at all. i feel like you just want to get them over with, like when you call back you think "great ugh the sooner the better" or when you hug you just put an arm around me. that isnt a hug thats a "ok i dont care now go away" hug i feel pain and i want it to stop and you are the only one that can make it stop, but it seems like you dont care