It feels like the very first time,
I'v lied without a second thought,
Nothing, but it feels like a crime,
Oh the emotions it's brought,

Why is it difficult to accept,
That your the only thing I have,
This ruefull secret I'v kept,
Now faulse reality I pretend to grab,

That look, so agonizeing to I,
You fancy me sliping to mad,
No, oh no, thats another lie,
Soon they'll have me, you'll be so glad,

This is yet another tale to you, no?
I'll put in a twist, confused yet?
Just wait untill true intentions show,
Then the irony, vengance shall get,

No, more complications,
Who am I, am I even sane?
More, even more miscalculations,
But who is it I but to blame,

Forget it, forced in human ignorance,
To beleave in the broken lies,
Is me my self a hinderance,
Was it me or thy I despise?

Lost, but are we all not?
Human, normal, gulible,
Thats who I am, what we've got,
All humans loveable and hateable

Its who we are.





Ok i think this may be one of the more confusing poems iv written... well good luck please leave comments on how i can improovei love feedback.
～Ajk