Sunday I have finally come to the hard descision. After years of studies and lessons, I know how I am going to serve my country. The only thing that seems right for me is Black Operations. I know I'm going to regret it. I just need to get out of this damn town. I've already swore to myself that I will never back down. I am Alex Mason.
Teusday I'm getting really nervous. There's about 300 other men in this training camp. Only 25 of us will stay. The commanding officers told us that only the toughest and the men with the hardest core will stay. I'm willing to do that. He also said we can get up and leave anytime. Anytime and anywhere. Just never come back. Now I'm starting to wonder if I should just turn back now...
Friday Today is our first day of training. I'm honestly not looking foward to it. My bunk-mate, Woods (Who scares me a bit), told me I wouldn't last the end of the week. I'll make him eat those words. Speaking of eating, we only get one meal a day. So yes, this is torture. Oh God, I see the equipment. I think Woods was right. Dammit.
Saturday I was told that I had potential. Woods tells me thats what they say to every rookie that comes in here. I won't hear any of that. Tomorrow they're gunna put us under a false interrigation test. That is the ultimate test of will. I won't give up. I'll never give up. I'm in Black Ops.