....LIFE. Some times life can be over rated. Life is just like one of those clowns that you get for child parties; they may look fun and innocent but when the makeup comes off they just tend to be some drug addict or pedophile. LIFE is covered with deception and lies, you may think life is awesome, living in a house, Friends, parties , all that great stuff; but at what expense? living is just a leach that sucks off the life force of others that have it tough. Cause of some asshole bully, one can turn to things like drugs, alcohol, or even suicide. Yep.. that is life for you. And if you see life like a I do then you may have thought of just ending it for yourself.... well then you're even worst then the scum of the people that live on this very planet. Ending your life is the most selfish and cowardly way to find a easier route around this cesspool we call life. Ending your life just shows that you are a coward that doesn't want to cope with anything.... killing your self shows that you are just as bad as the people or events that drove you to kill yourself; how dose one think his family would feel after his actions? Dose one even know how much strain death puts on people that were close to them? SEE!!! LIFE is the worst possible thing we can ever fathom... there's no way out of it, there's no way around it, there's nothing you can do about it's just something we all have to deal with.
Now This is why i carved the damn word into my arm... it helps remind me that life is never on your side... NO matter how you look at it!!!