There you walk holding her hand
And I smile like I never cared
But deep deep inside my heart is a feeling I cant stand
You talk about her day and night over and over
Slowly breaking my heart
But I laugh and giggle like I'm really alright
And I'm slowly falling apart
My smiles only last during the day
I'm the happy, normal ANaiya
But at night I cry and pray and wish that you'll love me someday
I would stay away and end this now
Never talk to you again
And believe me I would if only I could find away out somehow
You are one of my best friends
But I want you to be more
You always find a way to put my problems to an end and make my tears no more
So here I sit waiting my turn
To be able to call you mine
Until then I guess I'll just sit in your fire and burn
Like everything is just fine :'(

-ANaiya