Lying in my bedroom
Staring out the window
Wondering if it will ever be right
Thinking of my best friends
The world can be so frightening
I miss him already
And I don’t think I can
Take the pain of being friends
One day is fine
The next is black
One day is fine
The next is a storm
It changes fast
Every move you make
I know I’ll remember it
My whole life as one big mistake
But for now I’m just lying in my bedroom
Staring out the window
Wondering how it will work out
Why me? Why him? Why who and how?
I miss you already
When I’m lying in my bedroom
Thinking about what we did
You said you loved me
What did I do?
Do I deserve this?
I gess I do
Too late anyway
You’re already gone
But I miss you already
Because I’m lying in my bedroom
Thinking about ways to escape
No more pain
I don’t want to be friends
But I do miss you already
Sitting in my bedroom
Writing my song
About you and how
I miss you already.