I just, don't understand
I never have the upperhand.
Maybe it's myself
No-one else...
See i thought i could stay that person you once knew....
But i can't.
I lost something that made me that way...
I don't know the right words to say anymore.
You can tell i've changed right?
Whatever made you be my friend, and continue to.
Where it went, i wish i knew.
I'm sorry for the lies.
The broken trys.
When i've acted cold to you-
Even if it was only once.
I know you never gave up.
I lost it, though.
I don't know...
If i find it,i might have happier words to say.
But, to put it simple.... i have none.
I have been broken.