hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins,
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me,
I know you well enough to know you never loved me. maybe I should hate you for this
the truth
is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
i'd say i was in love with you, but you betrayed me.. and now we're apart.. I lost the one I loved the most because of you..

without it all
i'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
my hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.

I'd die tonight, but you'll tell me to stop. You'll say all the sweetest things to me and tell me you love me, you'll get me to say I love you back.. but this time it'll be different, I may not mean it..

-as of now I am heartbroken, thank you Michael for this "gift" you have given me.. thank you for the pain you put me in, thank you for not being loyal to me..