OMG people all around me, im losing control, they poke fun ut me like he- she, they throw rubbers at me during lessons, it makes me hurt inside, getting pushed and shoved, i hate life, i feel so bad all the time, its time i allways think, but i dont have the guts to cut myself!! you dont know how it feels to get threatened, or crushed, i suffer in silence endure the pain, my mum reads my diaries, what a shame, every page, death, death, suicide, death......please make it stop, i need help, please get me outta this state of mind, mind over matter, my mind is made, help me change please. :°(