This is about attaining adminship. When I was still just a normal user, becoming an admin meant the world to me. And I'm sure alot of you feel that way. This past weekend, alot changed. Nema, Big, and myself, were all made admins. I know how you aspiring admins feel. When I heard nema became an admin, I was shocked. When Big was, I was ready to bust a gut. As you can see, I'm a sore loser [ish]. Finally, when I was admined, I noticed people's reaction. They reminded me of myself, and I felt terrible. So basically what I'm trying to say is: No matter how many people beat you there, don't give up. I was ready to give up [or at least on the verge to] and was bummed about it. All you have to do is be responsible, trustworthy, and yourself. Just show respect and get involved so Hull and Savant will notice you!