I distance myself
from the things that surround me
filled with false joy
false happiness
false hope.
Ever since that moment in time
things havent been the same
they aren't
and they wont be.
I'll search forever for the thing
that'll bring back that spark of life
in me
in you
in them.
But it'll be all that much harder
now that he's gone
for forever
for eternity
for always.
I feel so alone in this world
like everything is ignoring me
i feel abandoned
unwanted
rejected.
I used to delight myself
with trivial indulgences
like friendship
serenity
love.
But reality is surreal to me
especially now
a fairy tale
a myth
a legend
that perishes in the coming breeze...