This is what I need to say for everyone I've hurt in the past..Aaron - I'm sorry for dumping you when you actually loved me. I didn't understand true feelings because of my apathy. I asked you if we could still be close friends, you told me 'surre sweet-heart, as long as you're in my life'. Within a day you tried to drink yourself to death. Aaron, I'm truly sorry for everything. I didn't understand any emotions while we were together for 4 months.
Alyssa - I told you everything you wanted to hear, I said all the right things, but in the end I realized I wasn't good for you or myself.. I still have your name engraved into my side, and you have mine in yours. It's a scar I have to live with for the rest of my life. I'm sorry that I hurt you, I thought it was right to tell you that I couldn't be with you because you literally made me go insane.
Bear - I love you with all my heart, I'dgive my life for you at any given time. I'm sorry I didn't answer your call, I didn't get home until 9:30am when Kasey bailed me out of jail. I'll explain everything if you don't think I left you already. I told you I never give up on someone I love, and I'll never give up on you until the day I die. I look forward to the day I get to see you for the first time, to be held by you, and to marry you.
Charlie - I'm sorry for completely freaking you out and telling you a little part of my past. I told you I changed, and I have. Life is just full of surprises, and I know that you don't truly trust me now.. I'm sorry for telling you that, I regret it now..
Clay - I'm sorry for all the fights and arguments we got into when we were together. They were all my fault, not yours..
Daniel - You, I actually hate you. You made me feel worthless after you led me on and had me thinking I could be with you, but I guess I have to say I'm sorry for the whole fight that started in English a few weeks before school ended, and the fight after our Algebra exam..Part 2 continues
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