I am alone.
No one is home.
The noise I make no one hears.
The sound of light.
Just gives me fears.
I whisper to the hallow tear.
No one cares to stop.
Blood.
Just watching it drip.
Drop by drop.
Sewn up lips.
Cannot talk.
Broken hearts.
Pieces are lost.
Picture to picture.
Memory for memory.
Lose the touch.
Forget.
Hurt.
Love.
Lust.
Enhance your veiws.
Can't you see.
I want to die.
Misery eats me alive.
I can't feel my heart beat.
Can't feel more pain.
They say it's goes to the point.
Where things can always be worse.
They say dying is the worst.
The baddest part about life.
Take a breath.
Relax.
Dying is my escape.
From twists and turns.
What I see?
Grosteque.
I see misery.
Suffering.
Pain.
I feel these things as well.
No one knows.
No one hears.
No one sees.
The real me.
Bottled up inside.
No where to run.
No place to hide.
Fragment to fragment.
Piece to piece.
Tears of blood.
I do not speak.
Mouth sewn shut.
I am so weak.
Heart's ripped out.
You do not know.
How much it hurts.
To just smile.
Depression.
Lonileness.
Aggravation.
Desperation.
You have the answers.
Where are mine?
You're perfect.
Why do you complain?
Life gets tough for you.
If only you knew.
What I have gone through.
Beatings.
Abused.
Neglection.
Look at me.
Still smiling.
Still laughing.
Still standing.
I want to fall down.
I won't.
Simply because I'm stronger than that.
So complain of one little fight.
I'll keep it to myself.
I have scars to show the world.
I am proud.
Take you mark.
On my heart.
Just try to be set free.
Look closely at me.
Bloodshot eyes.
Lips sewn shut.
Tears of blood.
On the floor.
Broken up.
Just wake me up.
Wake me up.
From this nightmare.
Written on my arms and legs.
Is my story.
Read it.
Learn it.
Accept it.
Move on.
Everyone else has.
I am alone.
-I just wrote this. v.v Not really how I feel this time.-