Why?Why do I feel like nothing?Is emptyness something? Because there's emptyness here.I have everything I want.But my life's getting old.I'm out for adventure.
But my wife needs me at home.
I've been stayin alive, and i've looked through your eyes, and i've wondered how i've, come so far. But i'm sick of it.
And i've seen it come, the clock's ticking, run, and out of the corner of my eye I see you fall
Just so you know I ain't havin fun, it kils me to see you struggle, and when you want me here, I think I have a choice, but times ticking down and Im ticking back
I know the day you say I have to go, It wont be an honor, but now i feel im full of horror, and I can't stand to know that you struggle, but I sit here because I know that you can take it, but i'm wrong.
I Hope this never happens to me, I've let into my life my fife and baby, and if you ever read this, let this be a reminder of your family