I just realized how empty I feel wondering if your comming to Chicago. If fate will ever bring us together- or if where deston to be appart for all atterinity. If anyone but me even cares- probably not, but who knows? I guess if I believed in some upper and all above power he would know, right? Even then would he care about a little pointless girl in love like me? I miss the days when I was innocent and believed anything was possible. But who would care but me?
-just so I and (if you bother to read this) you too can know how I feel.
Me ex- but it feels strange calling Him that- he's more that that to me. Hes a friend like my brother whom part of me still loves and cares deeply for even if he dosnt feel the same was about me.
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