I feel so damn alone.
This is the most honest emotion i've known.
I miss those days before when i had friends but now i guess it's blown.
Am i in cold water or have i already drowned?

I try to hold this back.
I try to pretend, but can't much more hide my lack.
I'm starting to wonder, am i in the darkness;
Or have i faded to black?

My path got messed up a while ago.
It's my fault, i know.
I can't take it anymore though.
So can someone please kill me?

No i know it's bad to want to die.
I can't help it just as much as i can't help these tears in my eyes.
I can't drop this and i can't escape myself no matter how hard i try.
Am i falling or is this just how you fly?

All i know is that i …
I can't try.
So please just let me die!