[b]i feel like im drowning,
im all alone,
eyes closing,
jagged breaths,
stinging nose,
life flashing before my eyes,
tears blood red dripping,
dripping down my flushed face,
sinking,
dancing to the ocean floor,
icy cold,
lonely,
but i had hope,
i started to swim,
but i got tired,
where do i begin,
im not drowning,
im not living,
im in between,
i have a chance of surviving,
but i could drown,
but im spiralling back down....