Im so sorry that I haven't been on since June 4, 2011. But, I have been to hell and back. I just came home from the hospital and Im still sick. The reason I went to the hospital because I've been having too much stress with my parents, I started cutting myself so bad I lost an extremly hugh amount of blood. The doctor said I'll be alright but I just want all my friends to know and everyone that cares about me to know that Im not going to be on like I used to. Its just that little "episode" I had with my stress is really having a toll on my life, so I'll be trying (not) to die! Bye.