Grayson died by train on Febuary 13, 2011 with Steven. Grayson was my fiancé. We had planned to go out on a date at the time he died. I had to cancel so he hung out with Steven. If I hadn't canceled Grayson would still be alive. I feel so bad. But one thing we learned was that Grayson had tried to save Steven. Steven had tripped and Grayson made it to the other side. Grayson went back to save Steven. If Grayson hadn't done that he wouldve been alive. I still feel like it's half way my fault but I know that god wanted them.