Because i cannot perceive what's next i had a sleepless night,
I looked out my window to see newly dawning sunlight.
Even though it hurt my restless tired eyes,
A new emotion swept it's claws and took me by suprise.

Do you too,
Feel alone?
Do you too,
Have no reason to call this place home?
Do you two,
Wish old times were not gone?

I wonder if you look back
And regret saying goodbye
I wonder if like me
When you said you didn't care, did you lie?
Did you feel a little hollow as each word swept through your mind?

The skys design
Is changing it's vision
To a strange aray
Of regret and indecision.

I have to wonder
Do you think back
And remeber the good times
Regretting the words we lack?

I can try to imagine
I try not to care
But i can't help but hope
You're still waiting there.

It used to be lonely
But i'm just a passerby
If i feel coming another lie
And if i just can't take it
It's easy to just cry.

I wonder if you know that
Inside i want to die
But i also know it's confusion
And another stupid self lie.

I'd say i have some self worth
But what do you care?
Are you even broken?
Are you even aware of my despair?

I'm getting more tired
As the minutes pass
And looking back while i write this
Is like making myself feel bad.

But i'll stand here waiting
Until you accept me once more
And you won't let me stand in the rain
And drench myself in pity and pain.

This endless thought
And endless fight
Is falling deeper
Sinking into the night.

If i wake denied again
I'll wonder if you were ever my friend
Since you could snap your fingers
And i was forgotten.

If i am alone again
I'll still stand here
Even if you knock me down
I'll be here with a secret smile
Like a soldier standing their ground.

Even if you let go of me
And our memories
I'll pretend i too forgot
But secretly i'll still be waiting...