The clock goes fast
Ruining the day's chances to last
It's confusing in contrast to
That shattered glass.

My memories
Inside of me
Are starting to
Become promising at the least.

I can't say i'm happy
But something has changed
I'm not the old me
Somehow i've been rearranged.

You know that
I never meant anything to you
And i couldn't fix it
No matter what i was to do.

Maybe it's the tension
That's building in me
That's kept me blinded
Unable to see.

I can't explain my methods
So sit back and watch
I'll give this life something to do
And have some worth to you.

If it becomes too much
I can just cry
Because i've failed my last try
But i too can dry my eyes.

Indiscriminate glares
After i've seen so many
Judging hateful stares
Have become normal
Is that fair?

If you think i'm bad
For not believing what you do
Then, that's quite sad
But i hope you still love me, too.

I can't make sense of my thoughts
I can't explain why i reverse what i'm taught
But isn't your pride in me
The reason i've fought?

I just don't know
What is so bad
About feeling lonely
And feeling sad.

Can't you explain
Why i've become your target
For anger and hate
Is this fate?

If i could tell you everything to fix it
I would but even i
Don't know why i did this
Is it bad i still exist?

Not everything is greedy
When i have no real friends
They all were fake
So you expect me to be like them
And follow trends?

I know it's selfish
But what do i have
With only 1 friend
And the mind astray the wrong path?

Explain why i
Am so wrong
For being human
What have i done?