sometimes i dont know what to think. i just dont know. other times im JUST thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking. blog. this blog, what am i thinking about this? i dont know, im just letting my thumbs translate my thoughts into texts. im not deleting anything. the only thing i seem to delete are typos. so maybe i am just thinking, but about what?
i just came home from the theater, i just saw appolo 18. good movie, just dont know what to think of it yet. cant think straight. my dad. hes so annoying. he keeps calling me gay, a fag, because i dont stare and make stupid noises at girls like he does. its aggravating. sometimes i cant stand it. i want to yell at him to shut the hell up, to tell him how wrong he is, but i dont. why? im too afraid. i dont know what will happen if i do. what will i say after that? what will he think? i dont know why im asking myself this. he already thinks im useless.