damn god. i started to question. the priest didnt like that, but i could tell he had gone over this before. he kinda sighed and looked like "oh this again, here we go." i dont remember what i asked, or any answers, just that i wasnt satisfied with anything he said. god wasnt making any sense anymore, then came around the time i discovered evolution. i didnt fully understand it at first, i was about 5-7, i think. but it just made a little more sense. catholic, that is how i was raised. im not sure my mom really knows i dont believe anymore, once again, too afraid to say anything. i almost think she will somehow read this blog and be mad at me. this blog.
what the hell am i doing? im wasting my time, no one is going to read this anyway, probably not more than 3 people. no. im not good enough. who would take their time for something that I did?