i usually sound a lot more cheerful. i dont know what to say about this text form.

i think i know what to say now, it was just buried. buried under emotions, not sadness, anger. just pointless anger. i dont know if i get over anger and sadness, or if i get bored of it. especially sadness. depression doesnt seem like somethong i would have. i dont understand the concept of just being sad all the time, but i guess i shouldnt say that because its unlikely that i had/have depression.

when i started this near pointless blog i was hoping i could vent my unwanted emotions onto here, i think it may have worked. but some thoughts are like scars, i think; they are here to stay. i dont even know what i mean by that, it could mean nothing, or maybe its some deep human revalation, but i doubt it.