Havent been here in forever... not that it matters to anyone. odds are hardly any of you will be reading this. if by some odd chance you do- well...leave a comment, its always good to hear from you </3 my life had fallen appart and this is the end. a goodbye. I knew at some point it would come. I love you (you know who you are) you all held a special place in my heart and left your little scars or love marks. I loved you. I missed you. you hut me and helped me. this place was so much to me. and now what is it? its not ours anymore. its... yours. and so today 9/18/2011 at 11:43 pm central time as a 16 year old girl who has ttaken lifes beatings over and over I end it. I take controll of my life in the only choice I have left, to end it.