My self created insanity
Took over me
And i closed my eyes
And i said good-bye
As the darkness settled over what i would now be.
Life has crumbled just as i built it
If it was water you could say
I spilt it
Metaphors aside i've lost what i tried
I can't fix myself so why don't i just lie?
My sweet insanity
Settled on my dreams
I can't explain it
It comforts me but
The darkness is making it hard to see.
My life is crumbling
I can't fix it
And it's my fault
Not much i can do
Except give up on what i knew.
No resolves
Let me just sing
I enjoy the pain my insanity brings
I can't keep worrying of selfish things.
You see me as a monster
So i'll be one
The me you knew before
Has vanished and now
They're gone.
Will you cry?
What have i become?
What have you become?
You made me like this so
Why don't i just die?
Will you lie?
What have i done?
Where am i going?
Have i really gone?
Will i die?
What am i now?
Where am i going with this?
What am i doing?
I don't know...
Did i try?
Am i here anymore?
What have i become?
Who am i now?
I don't know...