yea, unexpected right? maybe i'll try not to sound depressed, from what i think of the older ones.

i've sorta been thinking about stuff, again. and im translating my thoughts into this again. not really venting, at least i think im not. only one person wanted me do more of this. still not sure why.
so to get this out of the way, religion. i dont really care for it. theres the occasional person that tells me to do something, like pray or ask for forgiveness, which are sometimes the same thing. -sigh- i tried to be catholic. i really did. but i cant. i dont like it, dont care for it, dont believe in it. there was someone who told me to pray or something. i guess i can thank for the concern about me, but stop, or dont try. i dont care. neeeeeh, what am i even saying?

just a little while ago i was sitting with a friend on the corner of my street, we were talking about a lot of personel stuff. i asked him what he thought about destiny, he doesnt believe it. he's one of the people that beilieves that everything is random, nothing is meant to happen. im not sure what to think, yet. maybe i'll figure it out in a few years, or next week, or in 4 hours.
i dont like bob saget because he's bob saget.

some time ago one of my friend's dog died. she really cared about him, barney. a while after he died she called me. i told her to tell me about him and she started crying. i did my best to calm her down, to make her feel a little better. she thanked me for listening, so i think just doing that helped her. some people might be thinking that its just a dog. yea, tell that to my friend who cant look at her backyard without thinking of barney

for the person that wanted me to do this, dont know if this is what you wanted. just thinkin here

i've been wondering about little tortilla boy. it seems like only about 4 people really care, i'll probably have to get past that. i still have wants to finish the story. i find it pretty interesting thst the people thst i asked have no idea where im taking the story. ehhh, story. i keep rethinking about stuff. i changed about 40% of the whole story stuff in like 7 munites about 3 weeks ago. then theres the chronicles, which just literaly 1 person knows about. you other people have to wait about 4 days.

if you havent noticed, i try to be a happy guy most of the time. but i cant be when some serious stuff happens. my grandpa dies? i be sad for a little while but later i remember the cool stuff and smile. bad day? remember a funny video or play something, usually beatles rockband.