All of my worse fears
Hide in my smallest tears
The light seems to shine
But it shines away from me

I'm so far down
But I don't even frown
I remember when it mattered
Now I lay here torn and tattered

I tried so hard
And I got so far
But now I'm sinking
Drowning in my sorrows

I don't want to face it
So I try to erase it
But it's a curse
My feelings won't disperse

I try to keep my balance
But I keep slipping up
You see my chest heave
With every breath I breathe

I'm smiling
But I'm dying
I'm tired of trying
Sick of all the crying

There's no more denying
No need for lying
I can try to smile
Maybe for a while

But I can't hide the way I still feel
I can no longer try to mend the broken seal
You moved on
But I still feel exactly the same

Love is a grueling test
Now I need to rest
I can hope for the best
And pray for the rest