I have to stay awake My dreams I can not take My eyes must remain open You're the one I put my hope in In the dark I can see your eyes on me I can hear your gentle breathing I can see old memories I don't want to close my eyes Because I see heaven in the skies The beauty that was love Torn down like the walls of Jericho My mind keeps playing games on me I close my eyes and you I see But how can it still be I give a desperate plea I'm drifting away I know I need to stay But I start to weep I want some sleep You were a dream to me The best dream there could ever be I'm still waiting So it's me you're hating When I wake I must confess I know I will be a mess So I need to stay awake So my heart does not break I will not fake My feelings will quake When I drift off to sleep My heart will lay in a heap Broken and shattered Care and hope are splatered Everything mattered But now I'm tattered But I will stay awake All through the day And all through the night I will not sleep and let you fade away