Just so you all know, this is something that I have saved on my computer.
Something that is waiting to be sent someday.
That day is coming soon I hope.
This was from the bottom of my heart, and I would like your thoughts and opinions on it.
Do you think that this would let her know how much I love her?
Why or why not?
Your comments are greatly appreciated.
Enjoy the read.
My dearest enchantment Ginny,
Words in plain text format alone cannot express my true sorrow for all that almost happened, but as I have said before, please let me attempt to do so.
I can't begin to tell you how much I have changed because of this.
I'm no longer a "child".
I am a premature adult whom is far beyond his time, which in my opinion moves too slow.
I am more discreet, more quiet than I have ever been (can you blame me?).
I am bound to the wall with chains crafted from the love of Eros himself, and I cannot break free.
I am down on my knees 'cos there's no place left to fall.
I am at the end of the road in which I walk alone.
I have exhausted all of my tear ducts, for I seem to not be able to cry anymore.
Here is a little poem that I have recently written.
It is written in iambic pentameter, for we are learning about Shakespeare at the moment.
Please do enjoy.
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"Love My Way" (aa/bb)
Love is writing to you because of you
My love for thou is definitely true
Love is the very purpose of each vow
My true love for thou starts right here right now
How unappreciated you once were
After an arrow I have the answer
I guess that all I am trying to say
Is that I love you no matter what way
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Here is another poem I wrote, titled, "Don't You Forget"
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Don't you forget
How much I love you
How much I want you
Don't you forget
How much I care
How stupid I feel right now
Don't you forget
Who wants to spend eternity with you
Who loves you most
Don't you forget
Who wiped the tears from your eyes
Who held you tightly and only let go for passers passing by
Don't you forget
How I wish I was better
How I wish I could go back in time to
End this hurt
Don't you forget
Who always lent an ear
But then ruined everything in the end because of
That skill
Don't you forget
That I'll return to you someday to
Win you over once and for all
Don't you forget
I'll always love you
No matter what
Don't you forget
That I want you to be all mine
That I want to be who you want me to be
Maybe then
This wouldn't have happened
Don't you forget
I'm always right here
Just a few towns away
Awaiting my 16th birthday for a car
To come drive to
You
Don't you forget
That you're still the best thing
That ever happened in my life
Don't you forget
That you're the one for me
And that I'm the one for you
Don't you forget
We are star-crossed lovers
Bound as Montague and Capulet
Don't you forget
I'm sorry for all I've done
An' that I wish I could undo it all
That maybe I could have a better second try
Don't you forget that when
I say that I am a changed man
I mean it
Don't you forget
That I won't forget you
And as I wait here in my home
Typing this piece
Don't you forget
About me
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And finally, (finalmente,) my last poem to share with you for now, titled "Oh How I Miss You":
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That beautiful smile
Those big brown eyes
That smooth blonde hair
O how I miss you.
The sound of your voice
Your wonderful sense of humor
Your comely appearance
O how I miss you.
Your extravagant figure
Your stamina
Your love
O how I miss you.
You said you loved me
I said I loved you, many a times too
But now our love is put to the test
Is it really true?
I understand that you
Are pulled between me and
Those others
I don't care.
I shall return to thee
Someway, somehow
With the voice of an angel
Ready to woo you over once more
To make you all mine
But until then Virginia
O how I miss you
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Ginny, finding you on the Internet was a difficult enough task.
Please, end this hurt. Give me another chance. I'm begging you. I have really become a changed man!
I'm going through so much and I'm only __ years old. It's too much. I just want to have someone to talk to, and I swear on my love to you, that that person is you.
I don't care how much your words may hurt, they cannot begin to hurt me as much as you saying nothing to me has.
Remember what I went and said girl, neither of us are getting any younger, but then again age does not matter.
Here's a little bread and butter for your day:
"Though a guy can rate a chick on how hot she looks, it is only a number, as is her age. And numbers don't matter."
Listen, I don't care about your looks anymore. You could be the most beautiful as well as the most awful looking person I've ever met so far, but that doesn't matter to me anymore.
It took me these few months to realize that I love you just for you. Nothing more.
I wanna travel, get another dog, sing like an angel, dance like a fool, be a loving man, go skydiving, dive into a pool of water, and last but not least, apologize and make up with you.
Well, there be my bucket list so far.
Please Ginny.
I can't tell you how many times I've been down on my knees begging for another chance.
You've make a full grown man out a kid, and that man crumples when he thinks of you.
That man can't get his mind off of you, and your wonderful person.
That man has also failed a few tests 'cause he can't get his mind off of you.
That man is goin' crazy wondering if you're okay. If you can forgive him...
Please Ginny, forgive him.
Be his Goddess and save him.
By @PasserByGuy
