I hear those whispers you say.
I'm just going deeper into failure, drifting away.
Isn't that what you thought and said?
Those words drift endlessly inside of my head.
Maybe you're thinking i'm better off dead.
You look down on me, how the hell do I move ahead?
You don't know how insane they made me, The words you said . . .

You think i'm fine, oh?
You think that I won't change, yes I know.
It's clear to you and I how far i'll really go.
This is like the tides with a storm flow, the night of a cold glow.
Regret and hate drifting exactly like a red snow.

I know you've seen me mistake a lot.
I can't be the perfect being you want, I'm the ink blot.
I'm sorry for being the failed story plot, I'm sorry for imperfection of what i'm not.
You can say i'm insane or stupid, Either way.
I have so much on my mind I can never say.
I'm sorry I can't change, i'll still be me day after day.
I know you hate the fact, But i'm here to stay.

I'm just the rain on the good life of yours.
I'm just a pain and a problem that you can't ignore.
I'm just that block, that block on the door.
(So just walk out)
I want to scream these things but I am stuck in this devout.
(I want to shout)
I know you're probably thinking this is just a whine but I need you to listen.
(What is my existance about?)

It's like a cell, my mind is now to me.
I've been blindfolded by failure and I just can't see.
Am I insane or am I just a note washed away to sea?
Am I really just wasted time, am I a regret to you now?
"You're such a fool, You'll not do any better at all."
Those stabs from knives forming words, Was it nessicary to out fall?

I can change at my own pace, life isn't a race.
Just let me do what I can to go on and i'll do better; Until then i'm uselessness with a face.
Please watch me and stop looking at the ground, I can do it without that doubting sound.